Mute

So want to mute myself,
with poison.

I start to dig deeper in memories,
and not surprisingly I fall into the well.
Hope there'll be a heavy rain, not drizze,
to flood me, and drown me to death.

Or like in the movie "Elternal Sunshine",
I pay, then get my memories deleted,
though it doesn't sound economical.

The idea of pushing a button is too easy, in a surreal way.