A glimpse of recent life.

No skyline anymore, feel like packed.

Stratus floating, glowing, I'm smiling.

64 gig: That summer was especially hot.

We want to forget, but only sorrow is what we'll get.

Singing is the only vent to our hopelessness.

Lazy kitten lying down under afternoon sunlight.

Just look, how beautiful she is, when naked.

weird week.

I keep listening to it, somehow it grows on me.
when his voice comes out from the funky beat,
I know it's him.
He's never that different.

After the passion lasted for 2 weeks,
we both calm down.
I no longer wake up with an aim,
with an image, and with the words in head.
Now, I am deeply in sleep. Farvel.

Buying some flowers and candles this weekend,
thought I could relax a bit.
There're yet always distraction,
shame.

vi ses igen.

it finally came yesterday,
that funky upbeat mewish dream.
It hardly crashed my heart.
Instead, 5th August did.

It's been 2 years, to be accurate,
1 year and 353 days.
My passion glows sometimes, and disappears sometimes.
Birds are now flying to the east, to find new habitat.

May

how interesting it has been.

Hosted Veli-matti, Gareth and Liisa, enjoyed every moment with them.
That night with Gareth still lingers in my head, of
how drunk I was, how many times I vomited, how we got home,
and how late we were home.
The stories ended somehow,
they're moving on.

This month I decided to avoid their calls,
that's how I end relationships.
Walking away silently, without a confession,
is always one of my things.
Suffer in phobia of phone calls now.

I feel like in the swirl again,
and every morning I wake up with an aim.
My mind is occupied with the words,
we once shared.

Tomorrow is 29th,
I wonder if I will see him tomorrow,
with him staring back and making that uncomfortable smile.

:-(

what a mess-up weekend.
I've been ignoring phone calls,
it's the same old trick I used to practice a lot.
I'm running away from them,
pretending like nothing has happned in the past few months.
all the stories, are now gone and washed away.

Guess I got a bit too terrible,
so I ended up doing something weird.
It's not rational, though.
People are so horny and there's quite a thirst,
we are all pathetic.

I used to laugh off about this stupid movie,
all the teenage love stuff and so on,
creating a surreal image of a guy who drives girls crazy.
I believe the actor is good, just the charactor destroys him.
Small girls.